This means it has been over 1 year and 4 months since I have last mustered up the courage to publish my personal thoughts to the grand medium known as the internet.
This is unacceptable.
So I’m back.
Much has transpired since last I was graced by your presence. Most of this will bear no effect upon your personal life. But if you’ll indulge me, allow me to rant.
Firstly, I’ve grown older.
Of course this may seem obvious, but this has inevitably affected both my perception of the world and my personality.
Never fear my dear reader, you still look as charming as ever.
I am unsure as to how this change will flow onto my writing style and subject matter. But if you’d bear with me, lets look down this rabbit-hole mind of mine.
Come, let me show you something.
I have finished school.
Indeed year 12 came and went in a flash. Undoubtedly it was the most exciting, memorable and fun year of secondary education. High School is, and I’m sure you’ll agree, a unique place. Apart from the obvious academic education one (might) receive, it is also the central hub of social development. It’s a place of happiness, sadness, laughter and tears. A place of fulfilment, stress, anger and relief.
And that’s just the teachers.
For the better or worse, students who go through high school undergo a transformation. Partly from conscious choice and partly from the influence of their peers. It’s true. I went through the same thing.
Back in the days of my youth (HA!) I was, most likely, the small, annoying, know-it-all kid that people either disliked or found amusing. That, of course hasn’t changed, but fortunately I’ve picked up a few more things to fill my repertoire of personality traits. I have a sense of humour now, along with a disproportionately large sense of sarcasm. I also have a greater confidence in myself, which allows me to start conversations in situations that would have petrified me earlier in life. This slight increase in confidence, however, does not extend into social awareness. So trying to be smooth? Not a chance.
Social ineptness aside, I believe I now have an extremely cold and analytical mind ready to take over my normal self at any time. This is slightly problematic as I’ll go from laughing with friends to sitting in a corner listening intently to multiple conversations with a glazed look on my face.
I’m strange, admit it. You know you want to.
But then again, who isn’t?
While its true that most people are moulded into a similar shape to their friends, it’s their strangeness that defines them.
I would say that it is the similarities between people that initially draw people together, but it’s the difference in personalities that keep them stuck.
Ask yourself this: “Would you enjoy hanging out with yourself?”
I certainly wouldn’t.
Heck I’d have probably shot myself by now.
So my point is, while conformity is pleasant, individuality is essential.
Speaking of conformity…
I bought an iPod.
Oh God it’s true.
I’m still reeling from my decision.
Truth to be told, the reason I went out and bought one was that I discovered my long lost love – of music.
I now use it to battle long bus trips, periods of extreme boredom and unsuspecting boring people.
I’m joking about the boring people, but I have indeed traded my life and soul for this magic rectangular object.
Funny how things change in such a short time.
I think this may be a good place to close this new blog entry.
Yes I know that this is markedly different from my previous, more humour-oriented posts. Hopefully it’s still a moderately enjoyable read.
Go easy on me hey? It’s been a while.
Already I’m having random ideas flying through my head on what to write next. If you’d do me the honour of coming back a short while later, I may have a post up about the quirks and oddities of University I’ve experienced so far. Or perhaps a different subject, I’m not sure.
But still, I must thank you for your support in reading this.
Maybe together we might make some sense of this strange world.
It’s good to be back.
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